its raining. uck. i think im gonna call someone today who i love. like i really love him and i keep thinking about his cheeks and like his lil tummy and just... omg. im gonna do it. he told me to call him if i ever straighten my ass up and go home- which i did... imma do it. we always used to laugh and say since me and him are both so damn cute we are gonna get married and have babies and put them in pampers commercials. hahaha. loves it! i realized that my old friends who i thought wanted help havent changed one fuckin bit. gotta go!